A couple of things stand out that I just do not want to look at…but I will.
This portion from Learning Tarot really resonated with me this week:
accepting an unwanted situation
feeling tied down against your will
allowing yourself to be controlled
being addicted and enslaved
submitting to another
There is a situation that I have to resolve myself. Yep, even if I get support from others (which I do, I do!) I get bothered by too much over-thinking. I “allow others” to control me.
This sometimes leads me to not being completely clear on where I wish to go. And making things clear to others. I want to hide behind their issues and/or problems and act as if I do not have any other agendas of my own.
Starting a new venture brings out my vulnerability. I need to be around others who are safe. This does not always happen when we take a risk. So, I have learned that I need to continue to be clear up front. As clear as I can be…but with a “business”, I have to make clear the “mud” of creative thinking.
So…onwards…inwards and use this experience to support my next step….